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This week was great because I went home early everyday. Monday - Thursday I had practical exam and school ended at around 9am. After that I and my friends would went to mcdonald's to eat and have some chit - chat. (it's really close to my school, which is great.). 

On Friday there were only 3 lessons on that day and we always go home at 11am every Friday. And the ridiculous thing, I had 2 hours of physics lesson on Friday, I asked my teacher about the use of drugs bla bla blah.. He didn't answer my question clearly, and for 2 hours long, he told us when did he start to smoke, he accepted his friend's offer to smoke weed in high school, and then he went crazy (the effect) till he kissed his friend in the class. My classmates reaction including me were like this... (O_________O). Good thing that he already stops smoking now. 

And today, we went home at 8.30am!! There was no lesson, right after the morning prayer we received our mid term report card (mine was pretty good but i'm still not satisfied :/), and then we went to the school hall. There's a motivator from Japan named Katsujiro Ueno (I tweeted a lot about this, this morning). What made me shocked, the event was only 30 minutes long!! -_-. (not exactly 30 minutes actually, I think it's around an hour. 20 minutes he used to talk 2 things, 40 minutes we used to arrange our seats, wait for him, and practice 'greetings' before he (the motivator) came).The students who came were 6th, 9th, and 12th graders who will face national examanation soon. I never expected the event would be this short, because I thought motivation event will be longer, with some activities or anything else. But today, the motivator only spoke a few sentences. First he told that in Japan, 4th grade students should start writing their 'future', what they want to be, and other targets. Then he told us about his newly published book. It's a diary who's not just an ordinary diary. Each page, there's a date and 10 numbers of years. (Ex: 1. March 10th 2012, 2. March 10th 2013, 3.March 10th 2014). So we can use that diary for 10 years, every year, every time we write on the same day but different year, we can see what we did last year and our progress within that time.

That was all. And then we went home -___-.

My conclusion : he asked us to have targets and dreams in our life, start planning it from now on.

I wish the event could be longer, I still want to hear more motivating stories from him, and wish he can ask us to do some activities like writing our dreams during the event :(. or to be short, it's kinda different with  other motivating event that usually shown in the televisions! Far from my expectation  -_-

Most of students' conclusion: we had a lot of dreams when we were in the 4th grade, but when we grow older, we seem to be confused and have no idea about what we want to be in the future =___=.

Baby J! 

Unfortunately, I have to spend another Saturday alone for the umpteenth time. My parents went overseas last Thursday. And although I went home early, I didn't go out with friends because I was too lazy. Since this afternoon, I've been reading fan fictions, watching dream high 2, and downloading magazine scans -_-. This afternoon I also messed up my closet, again. I was just bored then I dressed up although I didn't go anywhere. I only mixed and matched up my clothes, and will wear it later when I go out, so I won't spend much time to decide what I'm going to wear on that day. I was pretty frustrated with my new blouse. The color is nude, and since it matches with almost every color, I got confused!! What color do you think suits nude the best? I paired it with many skirts but my decision falls to my broken white lace skirt. What do you think? (Just imagine it, I don't take any picture. haha). 

Every time my parents are away, I always feel so lonely and sad. I don't know what to eat since everyday my mom cooks for me. I can't go to church too because usually my dad picks me up.. my driver always goes home early so he won't wait till night :[. My house will be so quiet. I never turn on the tv when my parents aren't at home. Thanks God I still have my friends and my house helpers. T.T

By the way, tomorrow is my seatmate, my bestfriend, my talkative friend, my friend who has common interest with me (reading fanfictions), one of the dancer in my dance team, the punk girl, Nadia (Tia)!! 

(she's the one in the middle)

Happy Birthday, Tia!! <3

p.s : I laughed so hard today because of jin yoo jin's remarkable line in dream high 2  ; "Geeee Minoooorrrr!!!" (1:09)