safari fun

Happy Saturday everyone!

Hope you will have fun in this weekend.

I don't go to anywhere today except church. My friends are lazy to hang out today, so do I. haha

I've spent lots of money this week, so yeah. better if I safe it and only use it when I really need it. :D

hm... I rarely share my private story in this blog. but don't know why. I really want to write this story in this post.

let's we discuss about... broken heart? jealousy? I think almost all girls in this world ever feel broken heart.

fall in love- rejected, fall in love-in a relationship-broke up, fall in love-the boy/girl already has girl/boyfriend, etc.

I feel that too. maybe if you're in my yahoo messenger contact list and read my status. you've known what happened to me. I feel so dramatic. I'm scared if I tell you about this then you'll think (in Indonesian : "anak kecil ud pcar2an. ud naksir2an) . but yeaaaa. I WANT to tell this.

my first love was in the 6th grade. I was so happy that time. my first boyfriend is a twin :P. I got one of them of courseee.hahaha. but then we broke up because my stupidity and super stupid reason T_T. Then I don't know why, I fall in love with my first ex-bf again. and many friends of us told me that he liked me too. he's my classmate. sits 2 chairs behind me. I can't stop looking to the back everyday-everytime -_-. and my friends and also his twin mock me everyday. but I don't think he loves me too. T_T. one of my bestfriends said to me; "what do you want to choose? 1.he will be your boyfriend but doesn't enjoy with you, or 2.he won't be your boyfriend but he will happy?". so, I think I'd rather go away, forget that I ever fall in love with him and let him happy :). I don't want to be selfish, and don't you think better if I focuss on school-thingy first ? hehe :D

okay. So, I did a mini-photoshoot. my bangs are too long, it cover my small eyes and I haven't get time to cut it. ==". So I decided to wear sunglasses :D

porkpie hat - seibu, sunnies - forever21, top & belt - unbranded, khaki shorts - my sister's, wedges - mango

have a nice weekend lovess! xD